Falling Away
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying



Falling


Just let me fall, fall to my death.
But please don't call, for I'm running out of breath.
Don't try to stop me, you've done enough,
just give me that stuff to heal the pain,
to block you from my tortured mind,
to help me forget,
forget we ever met.
You said you love her, and thet broke my heart,
now I guess it's time for me to start.
Now I will eat my last meal, make my last "deal",
and now I'm glad that never again will i feel.
so give me more, for I am sore,
sore from all the hurt,
and I will soon be under six feet of dirt.
Now give me more, more,
so I can open the door,
the door that leads to my death.
Now once again, I need more meth,
enough to end this, end my life.
Now give me my knife, so I can slowly bleed,
bleed you away from me.
Now do you see,
do you see how much you meant to me.
But now you're nothing, nothing at all.
Now it's time for me to fall.
Fall to my death.


Autumn Times

Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives

Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls

Mellow serenades that once played between hearts

Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs



Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds

Cupid has lost his romancing arrows

Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow

Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts



Howling chilly wind blows through the mist

Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place

Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust

Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fal